What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

Yes, I took this picture!

There comes a time in most lives when the baby needs to be put to rest. The baby in question is any addiction I have. Feeding the baby gets old, it is so demanding and cries and throws a tantrum if not fed. What am I afraid of? The baby tantrum? Is that all so what will it take to starve the baby?

It is a big baby weighing in at 11 lbs it is taking me much work to starve. It’s been 71 days so far and the baby went to sleep. The past 3 days it woke up and has been wailing and kicking demanding to be fed. I continue to starve it being mindful that I am proud of myself and that I am in control of the big baby. The baby no longer weighs 11 lbs only a mere 2 lbs as it sleeps. I must be mindful that it can awaken anytime-wailing. If I feed the baby as it coos and sucks it will grow again even bigger next time. Then I can have something to fear. A big baby that might refuse to sleep.

Addiction

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